friends

I always had a group of people that I would miss later if I already graduated from school, elementary, junior high, senior high. And i'm so blessed always having great friends every now and then, not that one people who don't wanna go see her friends because she has trouble at that time when we were stilll in school, or maybe she is awkward because didn't get in touch that much.
Recently I went to see my junior high friends, which the friends I spent my puberty with, the most fun time of my life, that period of time I am me, at the peak of teenager phase. When we were chitchatting reminiscing the beautiful time, I realized 'this is my friend, the one that always make me happy without care in the world we live in'.

 I don't really have a lover at that time, enjoying my time with my friends too much, and obviously Justin Bieber made huge chance in 2010-2013. I dated my first love at that moment but I'm too lazy having someone on my back, haha sorry ko! And one thing for sure, my mom prohibited me from dating, and I'm scared to death.

Only in junior high school I got first rank ever in my life, even though studying isn't my hobby. In junior high school I got called by teacher so many times cause the trouble I made with my friends nor without. I didn't even crushing on someone in school, how is that possible ? because i'm too busy with myself, justin bieber, and again my friends.

When I met my friends, in this time something get on my feels, the feeling you get from the aura that they spread is different. They are more mature, they know what they doing, for future, for now. Bunch of little kids that I used to saw is already growing up, that's the saddest fact because we can't go back, unless we got time turner. Motorbike was our friend, everywhere we go that's a thing we mostly need. And now, they bring car, yes a car! a vehicle that impossible to bring in junior high, only matured people can used that. Again, I realized 'we've grown up, a lot' 

 I feel like the most lucky person on earth, because my junior high school life was a lot fun, will never ever forget in my whole life. Although when I encountered high school was not really pleasant at first, obstacles are waiting for me throughout the year. But still, I am very blessed. Alhamdulillah

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