Happiness Delight

Thank you for all those memories that makes my life more precious. Thank you, you came into my life in the right time. I'm sorry if I makes you feel guilty. Thank you for caring sometimes. Thank you for giving me advice about justin bieber, math and blahblah. Thank you for giving me a chance to know you more. Thank you for makes my life more and more brighter back then. I'm sorry im stalking you like crazy. Im so sorry I disturb you all these time. Thank you, because of you I can felt how butterfly flying around in my stomach again. Thank you, for made me letting go of my first love after 8 years. Thank you for letting me chasing you all this time.. I'm still curious. Thats the reason why I am still stuck on you. Now, you're happy right? I can't do anything again except miracle comes for me. All those memories keep flying around in my brain, everyday. Yes, I feel stupid. But myself can't stop that. In my eyes everything so perfect about you, then in 5 sec I ...

WARNING!!! this post is going to be so many wrong grammar laugh as much as you can My life is harder than my junior high school's period. Sometimes like 'let me die' 'why is this life so suck'. Since in junior high school I don't want to go to high school because I know the ordinary high school is not fun as putih abu abu. Face it. I cant. Everything so suck. And im going to collage 2 years from now. Can you imagine it how suck collage is. How suck working to earn money. I want stuck in this time. Everyone so suck. I hate school I've never been happy in my school, not even one second. The teacher are suck, feels like theyre know anything like 'you should polite to me, if you not youre dead' school is a place that we learn like thefucking math, english, indonesian blahblah, then why do you should care about attitude? These days are so hard. He keep controlling my head like crazy. My brain want me to accept the truth but this heart so fucking har...