Happiness Delight

Sebenernya itu judul drama korea yang dibintangi oleh D.O tapi gapapalah ya dipinjem buat judul post ini. Buat semua orang yang pernah rasain jatuh cinta, gimana sih rasanya? Manis. Asem. Asin. Pahit. Hambar? Nano nano deh rasanya. Love is the most confusing thing in the world.     Kali ini. Mau cerita aja sih tentang kebingungan saat ini, kalo gue lagi menuju move on apa gak, aneh aja diri gue sendiri aja gatau kalo gue has fallen for him or not. Diri gue diantara maju atau mundur, maju banyak resiko, mundur gabakal selesai-selesai sampe botak. Emang bener kata orang-orang abg emang labil.    Rasa nya jatuh cinta enak ga? . Bulan - bulan kemaren gue lupa rasanya gimana, kalo sekarang mulai inget lagi. Tapi.... pernah rasain ada kupu-kupu di perut lo ga pas liat si doi ? duh kalo belum mah sayang banget deh, nah yang itu gue belom rasain lagi, jantung berdetak lebih cepat dari biasanya, nah itu juga belom. Jadi confusing banget deh, di bilang ga suka ya...

  sebenernya ini tugas bahasa indonesia. Cerpen gajelas banget, tapi namanya aku ganti sama kpop idols. Hope you enjoy   Pelangiku Oleh: Mawar Salma Aziza      Kelas ini terasa hampa tanpa kehadiran nya. Sosoknya yang begitu menawan dan mempesona tak terlihat hari ini oleh kedua bola mataku. Hampa bagaikan motor tanpa bensin. Bagaikan anak ayam yang ditinggal Ibunya. Tak ada tenaga atau pun semangat. Aku duduk di kursi paling belakang sembari melihat perempuan – perempuan centil dan yang katanya, nan mempesona itu yang sangat menjijikan. Aku bukan seorang perempuan yang seperti mereka, aku tak suka berbicara kotor seperti mereka dan, aku tak suka berdandan menor seperti mereka. Aku benci kelas ini karena begitu bising dan menyebalkan, entahlah aku sangat benci. Karna itu, hanyalah dia yang membuat hari-hari ku di SMA Jeguk ini menjadi berwarna, seperti pelangi. Dia adalah Pelangiku...       Setengah tahun la...

Thank you for all those memories that makes my life more precious. Thank you, you came into my life in the right time. I'm sorry if I makes you feel guilty. Thank you for caring sometimes. Thank you for giving me advice about justin bieber, math and blahblah. Thank you for giving me a chance to know you more. Thank you for makes my life more and more brighter back then. I'm sorry im stalking you like crazy. Im so sorry I disturb you all these time. Thank you, because of you I can felt how butterfly flying around in my stomach again. Thank you, for made me letting go of my first love after 8 years. Thank you for letting me chasing you all this time.. I'm still curious. Thats the reason why I am still stuck on you. Now, you're happy right? I can't do anything again except miracle comes for me. All those memories keep flying around in my brain, everyday. Yes, I feel stupid. But myself can't stop that. In my eyes everything so perfect about you, then in 5 sec I ...

WARNING!!! this post is going to be so many wrong grammar laugh as much as you can My life is harder than my junior high school's period. Sometimes like 'let me die' 'why is this life so suck'. Since in junior high school I don't want to go to high school because I know the ordinary high school is not fun as putih abu abu. Face it. I cant. Everything so suck. And im going to collage 2 years from now. Can you imagine it how suck collage is. How suck working to earn money. I want stuck in this time. Everyone so suck. I hate school I've never been happy in my school, not even one second. The teacher are suck, feels like theyre know anything like 'you should polite to me, if you not youre dead' school is a place that we learn like thefucking math, english, indonesian blahblah, then why do you should care about attitude? These days are so hard. He keep controlling my head like crazy. My brain want me to accept the truth but this heart so fucking har...

"After meeting that person for the first time, when we become blind, and can't see anything else but that person. 'This person is the one.' Feeling that this person is everything in the world. Becoming the most important people for each other. They become couple. After living, our eyes are opened and we bite, tear and scratch each other. But still, because there are those precious moments, don't we endure the rest of our difficult lives?" - Na Ae Ra (Cunning Single Lady)

Setelah gj gatau mau apa karena drama korea udah ditontonin semua. Saya memutuskan liat2 blog saya sendiri dan alhasil saya melihat post2 jadul 2tahun yg  lalu. Ternyata lumayan alay. Sosoan inggris. Gaakan pake english lagi suer:')  #yaudahgituaja Ramadhan Kareem Happy Fasting everyone! 

Belum cukup yoona, sooyoung, tiffany dating. TAEYEON JUGA NGIKUT!!!!!! (TAEYEON YA BUKAN TAECYEON2PM BUKAN YA) dikarenakan gue baca ginian di twitter 'BAEKHYUN DATING WITH TAECYEON 2PM WHAT?!!!' Hahahahahaha babo chorom. Betapa terkejutnya gue (gasekaget tiffkhun sih) MASA PACARAN SAMA BAEKHYUN YANG GUE GATAU SIAPA YG TERNYATA ANAK EXO-___-, taeyeon 25 bray baekhyun 22-__-- taeyeon pedopil atau cinta memang buta?:( #maapqqteyon #candaheheheh yang the most shocking nya lagi adalah taeyeon ngejemput baekhyun abis latihan entah dimana. Taeng unnie yang nyetir, pake mobil nya taeng....,,,, lalu hening HAHAHA. Yang gue bingung gue gatau muka baekhyun gimana sampe skrg....... Meskipun udah liat potonya berkali2....... Abis muka anak exo gitu semua sih aneh, GAKDENG GANTENG APALAGI BABANG CENDOLLLL EH SALAH CHANYEOL MUAHHHHHHH. Pertama kali yang gue tanggepin dari news yang membahana ini adalah 'mungkin taeng kesepian' 'mungkin taeng lelah' masih ingat ketika saya menu...

Welcome to High School...      Welcome to the new hell in your life, your life will become hardest after you enter this place.      The place that maybe you will found your best friend, even your "new" best friend, enemy, first love, prepare your heart to be patient, and grateful.     Sometimes happy, very happy, and suddenly angry, but you don't know what to do, because you feel this world so unfair for you.     So many back stabbers, and two faced people, even your chairmate, you must be careful to, what you do, what you say, what you did. Don't hurt anyone or you will recieve their revenge.     The times you'll crushed on someone will come as soon as possible, you will feel happy come to school because of him. Heartbreak also will be your moodbreaker here.      Here, 'rich' or 'poor' will so important, clumsy or glamour will decide with whom you will friends with. What you have, ...

"Kau ingat saat kita melihat tulisan Hollywood? Tulisan itu sangat dekat kan, tapi katamu sebenarnya tempat tulisan Hollywood itu sangat jauh. Begitu lah kamu bagiku Kim Tan. Kau sangat dekat dengan ku, tetapi sebenarnya kau jauh dari genggaman ku." - Cha Eun Sang (The Heirs)

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lagi gadag, lagi gaje, lagi banyak pikiran mikirin hasil rapot, minggu depan ulangan, mtk ga ngerti2, dan tiffany jadian sama nichkhun................ well tadi pagi baru mandi, rencana nya gue mau main kompi, mau nyari beatles code snsd yang ada english sub nya. Nyalain wifi buat kompi so pasti ipod gue nyambung juga tuh, ada line dari aci nih pas gue buka.......... "MAW TIFFANY SAMA NICHKHUN JADIAN 4 BULAN, I LOVE THAT COUPLE SO MUCH <3<3" seketika cengo, tak percaya karena aci emang suka banget khun fany, kalo gue bilang "NOOO NICHKHUN IS BELONG TO VICTORIA" aci selalu bilang "gaaak! nichkhun cocokan sama tiffany tau!". Gatau kenapa gue jadi deg deg an wkwkwkkwwk campur aduk denger itu lah, seneng banget, kaget, marah, sedih, envy. I'm sorry lebay. Sambil geumpeur (bahasa alien), gue buka browser, langsung klik yang paling atas, link yg paling terpercaya allkop. Judul nya "Girls...

"Love as much as you can, while you are alive. After you die, it's like this. You can't go anywhere together. You can't touch, you can't confess, either. So, when you are alive, love as much as you can. Go to places where you want to go. Eat whatever you want to eat. If you love someone, until your lips wear out, tell him that you love him." Moon Ga-young ( Mimi) so fellas, am I died?

"One-sided love. Even if your heart aches, and even if your head hurts. In any case, there is no other way to go around it, since its a one-sided love. Whether you conquer love, or you get hopelessly dumped. If you want to end your one-sided love, the only solution is to confess." - Sseureki ( Reply 1994 )

"Liking someone isn't a choice. It comes from your heart. Sometimes you didn't notice when someone likes you." - Kang Joon Hee ( Reply 1997)

"I have a boy who I have an unrequited love crush on. He's a person who has not looked at me even once, I don't know why I just keep on looking at that person." - Yoo Se Mi (Man From Another Star)

2 0 1 4 selamat tahun baru.  terimakasih 2013 yang begitu banyak kenangan nya. Dari mulai lulus smp dan terakhir ketemu si itu.  makasih mama di awal taun udah beliin something precious for me, maaf harga nya naik gara2 dollar naik tiba2........... 2014 bakal plain without my bieber. well even dia gak bales mention atau apa pun, kalo dia post di twitter di ig tuh dia kaya alive di kehidupan gue. 2014 harus lebih hati2 lagi, harus mikir 2 kali atau bahkan 5x biar ga terjerumus ke suatu masalah yang bikin stress abis2an. Jangan mikirin cinta, apalah itu bullshit. Mending gue mikirin mtk sama fisika sampe botak. Waktunya bikin to do list. Alhamdullilah to do list yg gue bikin di awal taun 2013 setengah nya tercapai. Walaupun ada yang di pending bahkan setelah itu di blacklist. 2013 saat peralihan masa mencari jati diri (?) banyak banget yg di pelajarin di taun kemarin Di hidup ini ga semua nya yang kita mau langsung ada dan langsung terjadi. Semuanya butuh proses. ...