Ambition

before going to university I vowed to my self to push my limits in everything that I will do later in uni-life. And seems like I did.

But why I did this back in 2016?
Because I don't want to regret anything in my teenager phase. As simple as that. I just want to reminiscence my uni life as: passionate, hard work, go beyond the limit.  I want to have a big smile if I remembering my past life in uni. I was so furious about study, about organizations, about economy. I just want to pust my limit to the end so I won't blame my self for being not good enough in uni. Well at least I tried, better than not risking anything.

Masih muda, jatah gagal gue masih banyak. And i'm so afraid.

Realizing myself sooo ambitious comparing to other classmates sometimes made me afraid, Oh am I doing too much? Am I crossing the line? But in fact I am not, I just have something different, I have my own dream, and meanwhile I am paving the way to go there. Maybe another student have different idea about this, or maybe they're achieving something that I don't know.

There is always a stigma that saying GPA is not the only way to get stable job and cool job, soft skill is the way. And my opinion is totally opposite. Why you not achieving both while you can? Have you tried enough ?

Knowledge is something you need the most, when you tell people about your opinion in an organization, arguing something, achieving to have a cool job, all the thing above need bunch of knowledge, and if you focusing on both I believe it will reflect to your GPA. So why not trying to achieve both?

I know it's not easy. It's hard, I won't lie. But while you at it, while you are a passionate young generation that still have a bunch of energy, why not ?

And this way of thinking made me realize that I want someone beside me as passionate as I am or maybe made me even more pumped up seeing him. Dream is the way to become 'someone', dream paved you through the goal you want to go. Someone that have big dreams sometimes know what are they doing, they collect stair by stairs to achieve their dream, and it is awesome. Better than someone who got asked 'what are you going to do ?' 'well I don't really know'. Dude! have a dream, it's freaking free.

Someone who has big dreams, paving their way from 0, someone who is passionate to achieve much in this life and after life. 

That is someone that I want. Dearly.





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