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I don't know how many times I've said this is the last post about Gie.... But I still write about him anyway.

A couple weeks ago, I texted Gie again. Yes, again. He got accepted to the University in Negeri Jiran, which in January he asked me to pray for him when he just got interviewed for college acceptance. I'm really glad that he got accepted, he can explore more about being a 'doctor' in a better University. The distance got bigger between me and him, I don't know how many kilo meters. Even though we used to live in the same town, it didn't matter much. We never meet, we never ask eachother to meet up.

In case you wondering why am I seems like sooo shameless always texted him, heres the thing pals....
I want to stay be a good friend with him, because he is so kind and I love how he reply me when I texted him (yaeyalah orang lo ngeceng dia), I want to keep that silaturahmi bond strong, and lastly because he doesnt have girlfriend anymore I can freely text him.

6 years have passed, since the first time I had this feeling in 2012. The short boy who wear braces, the boy that always late came to the academy, either he played online game in warnet nor he shalat in a mosque as an excuse. The boy who always spoke with a very low tone for a middle schooler, the boy next door that catch my eye. The boy who made me miserable since 2012.

Abundance of thanks I've always said in every post, cause thoughts about him always there with me at every obstacle that I've been facing. I don't know what kind of destiny is this, six years a boy who annoyingly keep staying in my mind.

Someday, somehow, somewhere in the world, I will meet him. And have a big laugh about our story.....
I don't care if in the end I still can't be with him for the rest of my life, cause you've been part of my self since six years ago.....

Good luck padok! :)

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