Happy fasting!
Bulan terus melengkungkan senyumnya sejak kemarin, ditemani oleh bintang-bintang yang bersinar terang.
#sopuitis #padahaldarilaguraisa
Di bulan yang indah ini, yang lebih indah dari pada seribu bulan. Gatau kenapa out of blue keinget semuanya, keinget ramadhan 2 tahun lalu masih keep in touch, masih ngomongin hal-hal yang gak penting sama dia. But past is just past isn't it?
Mungkin ada efek dari the damned rapot, down banget, merasa gaada gunanya hidup di dunia ini, I mean I don't have skill at all, I do have but it just a mere skills. Apagunanya gue les pulang malem terus, bayar mahal bikin emak pusing, apa gunanya gue duduk dibangku sekolah ngabisin waktu ber jam jam, dikasi uang jajan, dan blabla. Gaada gunanya semua itu, toh gaada yang butuh sama gue. Jadi apa gunanya gue hidup?:( suka gini kalo ada sesuatu yang total failure. Kalo udah gini gabisa motivasi diri sendiri. "Duh gue bisa ga ya" "duh UN bisa ga ya" "duh snptn gimana" "smg masuk undangan"
I cried that day, after that damned rapot. Bangun jam 4 subuh tiap hari, tidur jam 10, apa gunanya sih? mending gausa belajar kalo emang gue udah bego. I tried, really hard. I cried for the damned math like everytime. Nobody need me, nobody cares though. I drowned in my own fantasy.
Kalo uda gini, I feel so lonely, I feel so useless. cuma bisa cerita sama Allah. The other uda happily ever after sama prince nya, peduli lah im so fucked up.
Chat di bbm yang bisa dibilang chat itu adalah si klimaks, yang gapernah berani gue baca, akhirnya dibaca...
I cried, again.
Still fallen with his words, with his manner, with his gentle words.
Maaf kalo aku bikin kamu paranoid. Maaf aku bikin kamu bingung. Maaf aku bikin kamu ngerasa ada yang nguntit terus, maaf.
In fact, kalo dia muncul lagi, I still in love with his personality. Sayang dia gatau dimana sekarang? udah mau jadi mahasiswa kan? congratulations for being so smart af.
The fool thing is, I waited for him so f long. I fall for him to hard.
If there any one could motivate me, please please just comment below. #padahaladayangbacajugaengga
Dear, Me
Please cheer up, everything will be okay if you dont stop trying, you still have big chance in this life, dont care about others that looking down on you, ignore stupid things that makes you always down and messed up. I believe in you, i believe you can pursuit your dream in the future, just keep walking, and moving on, because the future is waiting for you. Keep spirit, keep study hard until you can show the world that you can.
Lots of love
Me
Cant handle these craziness in my head. b y e
#sopuitis #padahaldarilaguraisa
Di bulan yang indah ini, yang lebih indah dari pada seribu bulan. Gatau kenapa out of blue keinget semuanya, keinget ramadhan 2 tahun lalu masih keep in touch, masih ngomongin hal-hal yang gak penting sama dia. But past is just past isn't it?
Mungkin ada efek dari the damned rapot, down banget, merasa gaada gunanya hidup di dunia ini, I mean I don't have skill at all, I do have but it just a mere skills. Apagunanya gue les pulang malem terus, bayar mahal bikin emak pusing, apa gunanya gue duduk dibangku sekolah ngabisin waktu ber jam jam, dikasi uang jajan, dan blabla. Gaada gunanya semua itu, toh gaada yang butuh sama gue. Jadi apa gunanya gue hidup?:( suka gini kalo ada sesuatu yang total failure. Kalo udah gini gabisa motivasi diri sendiri. "Duh gue bisa ga ya" "duh UN bisa ga ya" "duh snptn gimana" "smg masuk undangan"
I cried that day, after that damned rapot. Bangun jam 4 subuh tiap hari, tidur jam 10, apa gunanya sih? mending gausa belajar kalo emang gue udah bego. I tried, really hard. I cried for the damned math like everytime. Nobody need me, nobody cares though. I drowned in my own fantasy.
Kalo uda gini, I feel so lonely, I feel so useless. cuma bisa cerita sama Allah. The other uda happily ever after sama prince nya, peduli lah im so fucked up.
Chat di bbm yang bisa dibilang chat itu adalah si klimaks, yang gapernah berani gue baca, akhirnya dibaca...
I cried, again.
Still fallen with his words, with his manner, with his gentle words.
Maaf kalo aku bikin kamu paranoid. Maaf aku bikin kamu bingung. Maaf aku bikin kamu ngerasa ada yang nguntit terus, maaf.
In fact, kalo dia muncul lagi, I still in love with his personality. Sayang dia gatau dimana sekarang? udah mau jadi mahasiswa kan? congratulations for being so smart af.
The fool thing is, I waited for him so f long. I fall for him to hard.
If there any one could motivate me, please please just comment below. #padahaladayangbacajugaengga
Dear, Me
Please cheer up, everything will be okay if you dont stop trying, you still have big chance in this life, dont care about others that looking down on you, ignore stupid things that makes you always down and messed up. I believe in you, i believe you can pursuit your dream in the future, just keep walking, and moving on, because the future is waiting for you. Keep spirit, keep study hard until you can show the world that you can.
Lots of love
Me
Cant handle these craziness in my head. b y e
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